Cykotic-Tendencies

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Dirty Little Secret by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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Dirty Little Secret

I' m tired, tired of being your dirty little secret The one you hide away from everyone else Are you ashamed of me? Or what others will think? Yes, maybe a few close ones know about me But that's just it, you tell the ones close your secrets Am I really that bad? Like some monster under your bed? In the beginning I didn't mind being your dirty little secret But now it's taken it's toll, and I can't bare it much longer Will you change? Will you finally tell? No…………. I didn't think so, but I figured that's how it would be Well this dirty little secret of yours is about to break free What would you do if I told? Would you lie? Well

If I Could, I Would by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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If I Could, I Would

If I could give you happiness As if it were just a gift I would If I could take away your pain And suffer for you I would If I could mend your broken heart With just a needle and thread I would If could cry for a thousand years Just so you would not have to shed another tear I would If I could make you believe there is life after love So you could live again I would If I could give you the world To hold in your hands I would If I could give you all the love I have So you would never feel unloved I would If I could do any of these things……you know I would

Broken Wings by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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Broken Wings

Oh my beautiful butterfly Please do not cry I know your heartaches For a love that was lost I wish I could just hold you And make all your pain just wash away Like chalk on a sidewalk in the summers rain I know a day will come When the sun with shine its rays down onto you Warming your soul from within So you can spread your beautiful wings and fly Soaring high back into the endless blue sky above once again

Hold me till its over by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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Hold me till its over

Trapped and unable to be set free Now to the point where it can't even bleed This body it's holding cell Imprisoned now inside your mind Trapped as the sounds now becoming deafening The screams ever haunting While you watch the decay of your own life as it drains away. I reach out to hold you, to take away the pain Trying to save you from the nothing you've become Intoxicating enough I cant help but watch As part of you fights this but part of you is already gone Somewhere in this darkness there is a way but only you can find it.

I cant let you go by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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I cant let you go

I've been sitting here trying to find my self but all I can find is you This heart of mine seems to have a mind of its own Because it's decided not to let you go So now I've got something to tell you that I just cant say out loud. I've realized one thing, how much I love you But I fall to pieces each time I see you again with someone else. How am I supposed to live with out you? Knowing that I will never love anyone as much as I love you. I believe that there is one soul on this earth that was meant for mine. How could I have ever been so blind? Letting you walk out the door And out of my life was the biggest mistake I have ever

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How much I love you by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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How much I love you

I love you more than I could try spending a lifetime of trying to show you. My love for you goes deeper than the oceans and higher than the sky. It is unending, time its self would run out before my love for you ever could or would. I would just be dead inside with out your love with out your touch. You are my mistress my one and only desire. This I tell you couldn't be more from the heart, I love you and this I swear it's true there is nothing that I want more than you, from now and till forever. You are my Goddess your very wish is my command. So my love if you are wondering why I am telling you these things tonight I want to be

Give it a try by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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Give it a try

Was there ever someone that you wanted for all time? Thee unattainable The most desirable one of your dreams Such an angelic form before you You wish to just reach out and touch it But you know you can't With a heavy sigh you just give up A tear streams down your face Why did you give up so easily? Are you afraid of being shot down or your heart being broke? Give it a try Just say something, anything at all You might find out that the unattainable just became yours in the blink of an eye

I cant let you go by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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I cant let you go

Hold me till its over by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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Hold me till its over

Broken Wings by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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Broken Wings

If I Could, I Would by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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If I Could, I Would

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Silence by xandiwolf, literature

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Silence

They're silent ya know? Those graves I mean I curl up and cry in front of them But they just stare with their granite eyes The souls under them are restless Especially after listening to me cry for days To them my pain means nothing They say "To be dead is far worse." I guess that's true too I cannot fully agree with those who seem wise For what's the use of a young agile body... When the soul's been dead so long? I sit and stare at them so long I feel like part of them now My kneese are embedded in the earth My eyes are so dry they bleed What do I do now? Can I continue without you? Please help lift me from their gaze I ne

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Submission by Cykotic-Tendencies, literature

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About Cykotic-Tendencies

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Artist // Literature

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Deviant for 20 years

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Current Residence: Under a rock >.>
Skin of choice: Someone elses
Personal Quote: me and u r best friends,u cry i cry ,u fight i fight ,u jumb off a bridge i'm ganna miss ur dumb ass

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You? o.O

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Disturbed, Metallica, Mushroomhead

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pencils and pens ............and you if I could just get my hands on you o.O

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Cykotic-Tendencies

Dec 23, 2005

Scars remind us that the past is real...

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Its funny how that song Scars by pappa roach seems to fit into my life a little. This quote especially "And the scars remind us that the past is real." Everyday I look in the mirror they are there to remind me that my past and the things in it were very real, no matter what I do. I tried to run, I moved acrossed the states to the east coast but I still couldnt out run the past, I tried to forget about it but the scars would keep reminding me, so I took every mirror in the house out. Then the aching in my heart would start again so I would try to sleep and make it go away but then my dreams were haunted all the same. So you just try and become

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Cykotic-Tendencies

Jul 2, 2005

Some times.......

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Some times you just feel broken with out the one that you love..... copyright to Seether feat. Amy Lee Lyrics of - Broken I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Ca

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Cykotic-Tendencies

May 9, 2005

I think she is to far gone

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Well from things I have seen and read it seems my dream has slipped away yet again. It just seems no matter what I do or say I cant change things and she is ready to let go and move on. I swear I need to see a head shrink over this one. I just cant let her go, and I dont want to let her go. But you cant hold on to someone who seems to no longer feel the same so what do you do? No really what do you do? I have no clue what to do she haunts me in my dreams I cant even get a good nights sleep anymore over it. And with Jenna and Brants twisted nasty little relationship just booming before my eyes it just hurts, makes me mad, jealious, sad, depres